Don't have much to say, but feel as though I should write. Because if I don't, then my entries become few and far between. Which really, is how I am with most things in life. school, work, working out, friends... if I stop putting an effort in, then I end up stopping period. And then things, and people end up slipping through my fingers...and I end up questioning why.

The new year is quickly approaching, which always leads me into thoughts about the last year and the next one. Regrets and hopes. Accomplishments and defeats. There are always so many. Of both.

Must try to make realistic resolutions this year. I never seem to do that. I always think they are, but in the end... they are unattainable. Not realistic. :( Will have to think about it some more before I decide.

Right now I need to worry some more about the job front. Where is it? Where are all these teaching jobs that were promised? Funny, I trust very few people, and yet, that was one of the things I took at face value. That there were jobs everywhere. That there were more vacancies than people to fill them.

"Another illusion, I chose to create".

Sigh.

Tomorrow is another day. Whether or not it is another dollar, remains to be seen.  ¶ 8:06 PM