It's odd how things work. How one day you can be talking about someone you haven't seen in years, and the next day you hear bad news about that person.

Creepy.

It makes me realize yet again, just how short life is... because I needed another reminder. And yet, ultimately, it doesn't make me change my ways, or my actions. So, perhaps this is yet another sign that I should maybe just become happier with whoI am, instead of trying to be what and who, everyone else wants me to be.

As good as I am at wearing the masks, and keeping up the facades, eventually it comes down, and then the truth does comes out. I make mistakes. I mess up. I am just me. And really, that won't ever be enough for anyone else, if it isn't good enough for me. So instead of re-evaluating life after every bad thing that happens, maybe I should just think about MY life instead. And so something about it for a change.

It's something to think about.

My thoughts an prayers are with you... JM ...  ¶ 8:33 PM