So, I feel as if I am holding my breath - waiting for the other shoe to drop. Do you know what I mean? Things are falling into place. Slowly. My life finally seems to be headed in the right direction - and maybe even on the right path. That is a good thing...so then why do I feel like the shit is about to hit the fan. I have been given yet another oportunity - it has been dropped in my lap... and now the question remains, what will I do with it. I can either stay here for thesummer, or go back to camp, where I have been thinking about returning to since I stepped off the bus last August. I guess the real question remains, is it brave to stick it out here, or to leave and head back to the land of certainty... things that make you go, hmmmm.  ¶ 8:43 PM