So, suddenly I am feeling ambitious. Not sure where it came from, or why all of a sudden, but I have finally decided to get off my cute, but lazy ass, and do something with this thing I call life. I am going to go back to school. I know I know, as a teacher, I guess I never really left, but I am going to go back as a student - in the fromal sense of the word. I want to get my Masters! I know, I just spent the last 21 years of my life in school, to try to get to this place in my life, and I am there, and suddenly, it's like it isn't enough for me anymore. I want more. I always want more. Perhaps that is why I can never stick with one thing or person for very long - because I need more. Not necessarily better, but something different. So, I am now in the midst of filling out pages and pages of application forms, and re-evaluating my life in a way that will sound good on paper.

What is my purpose? What is my intent? WHY? WHY? WHY? Please, bullshit - don't fail me now!

In addition, I am also going to take some english courses through distance ed. AND... I just found out, that there may be a coaching position available for next year... and it would be with one of my very best friends! Well, one of my best friends from the past... and hopefully of the future. Maybe not all hope is lost yet!

So, now in addtion to teaching, I will be taking night classes, doing distance ed classes, coaching and volunteering. Am I insane?

Perhaps. But, I am more productive when I am busy.

Insanity at it's best!!!  ¶ 4:29 PM