Inside Out...
Monday, April 05, 2004
  So, someone from the past suddenly misses me, suddenly is thinking about me, suddenly wants to be friends again. The question is, WHY? He gets in touch with me yesterday, after months of nothing, wanting us to pick up where we left off, asking all the right questions, saying all the right things. He wasn'toverly eager or pushy, because he knows I would see right through that. He knows my issues with trust. he knows he hurt me, and that once that happens I take a few definitive steps back... but do I now allow him to come closer? Do I now open up my heart once again and let him in, just so that he can pull back crush it because someone else says so? Which is the stronger thing to do? To open myself up again to the potential... or shut him out for good? Why does he deserve another chance? Then again, why doesn't he? 
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