Inside Out...
I don't want to grow old.
I look around and I see all these things changing around me, I'm not ready for change.
I know that in the future I will loose touch with all that I hold dear to me now, it will move away from me or I will shift from it. I know that you can argue that the people I feel close with now will age and change with me, but I know that it wont be the same. I haven't really changed all that much in the last 4 years. I'm the same person, I don't change. I wish
I could sometimes, but I just don't. So all this will leave me one day, or I will leave it. I'm not ready for that. Thats just one step closer to becoming even more lost and set in my ways. I want to use the time I have now, but I don't know how.