If I could turn back the hands of time...

I don't feel well right about now...I've been thinking a lot about the past and how everything just seems to disappear and no one really knows why or cares. I've been thinking a lot about it lately and I can't come to a conclusion...what if I could go back and change something, would things be different now? Would they be better? I mean there is so much shit that could have been avoided, but I guess thats how life works. Some people say that there is that special person out there for you and you should wait until he walks into your life. But if I am just sitting around here waiting for that perfect person to come and find me, am I not waiting in vain? Is that really the way life works? Who knows... maybe I have already met him...

If only I could find a swingset and just stay there all night...that's the life.
  ¶ 9:19 PM