"I always thought I wanted so much more, now I"m not too sure."   Sometimes, you want something so much, and you think that's the only thing you'll ever want.  But you know what, it's not really reality.   And as it turns out, sometimes you don't really want that afterall.  It's a shame it has taken me so long to realize all this.  I guess I was choosing not to pay attention to everything, ignoring the obvious.  Theres something you always want to happen, but when you come to the realization that it never will, all of a sudden it becomes so much less appealing and you no longer wish for it.  And I'm okay with that.  It's amazing how some things can lose there appeal so quickly.  Things that you never thought would.
  ¶ 8:34 PM