Enjoy The Silence

It has been a long long week. I'm physically, mentally and psychologically tired. There is just so much to do. So many committments. So much time spent doing... wh knows what.

I miss my sister. We seem to be getting closer, and at the same time, the distance weighs heavy on my heart. I wish I could see her whenever I wanted to. I miss her.

I miss my kids. I wish it had gone differently. I wish I was going to be seeing them next year.

I miss what could have been for this summer.

I miss the talks. I miss the chats. I miss the feeling inside from knowing you might just be thinking about me.

I need a break. I just want to sleep it all away. All of it. The pain, the ache, the depression.

I need a vacation. Somewhere quiet - with a drink and a good book. And maybe someone to share it with - maybe.

I know that I will be ok.

Eventually.

I'm not alone in being busy at life. Most of humanity are busy too. Only some are fortunate enough to be able to finish everything in their day and still have time to go out "drinking". I feel both envious of them, and at the same time feel bad that their days and perhaps nights are spent on such things that exist to distract from real life.

SILENCE.

Say hello to it.

It's really not that bad.  ¶ 9:18 PM