Wow. Life certainly does have a way of throwing you curve balls when you least expect it.

I am always in control. Of my feelings. Of my reactions. Of my actions.

And yet I am finding myself losing it all over the place with him.

He is irresistible. I am slowly losing all sense of what I should or shouldn't be doing.

And yet, I have managed to keep the emotional aspects at bay - how is that possible? How have I become that person?  ¶ 7:13 PM